The day didn’t turn out quite how I planned.
We were supposed to be at the beach but my car had other plans. It’s been acting up and I really just didn’t feel like we would make the 2.5 hour drive. We had recently done some work on it (at home, thanks to the University of YouTube telling my husband how) and I didn’t fully trust it was fixed.
As much as I wanted to go, I didn’t want to risk our safety + getting stranded halfway there. Once my husband got home I may have thrown a little tantrum because I really needed to get out of the house and get some beach time.
His poor soul tried to make me feel better but just fueled my rage! I blame it on my birth control pills making me crazy. Plus, disappointment can turn you into a monster! It does that to me, at least.
In the midst of him “trying” to calm me down, he said something along the lines of “well at least you don’t have to work all day”. Just the way he said it (the way I interpreted it) made me SO mad. That night I got on the computer and I applied at Target.
I got an interview and I crushed it. It felt so good to tell him “well if you think that way, fine! I’ll get a job and you can watch the baby at night while I’m gone”.
Thinking back, I was definitely over reacting. But it still felt good. I ended up not taking the job. It just didn’t work out with my current stay at home mom schedule! In the end I made the weekend the best one I could, despite my disappointment!